Wednesday, June 11, 2003

So I received my first piece of hate mail today. Never had hate mail before (durr) and never actually expected to get any, either. I've pretty much made my life here in Alpharetta as uncontroversial people-wise as is possible. I hate confrontations, I can't stand up for myself, and when I snap, I always feel bad about it later. I can't find it within me to get mad at my friends, nor can I be an ice queen. The only time I get mad is at my mom, and the majority of the time I just start crying or get stressed out. I don't understand why I got my hate mail, because I thought all of my friends and I were on the good side, and it's pretty much my friends who know about the hell that I've been going through the past few weeks. So yeah, someone who thinks he's God sent me a letter, typed, Times New Roman font (I think...) in a letter envelope, stamped and sent through the Alpharetta postal service on June 9th. Any clues as to who this fucker is would be greatly appreciated, because I know some people who would take great pleasure in kicking their asses, and for once, I'm starting to get angry. When I've been nice to just about everyone and their goddamn MOTHER hate mail is not what I expected. Beans.